INTENSIVE CARE NURSES AND DOCTORS TRULY SORRY:
Intensive Care Nurses are in pain, and genuinely sorry for many are dying. I was unable to sleep throughout the night because l was thinking, what is this, and how far is coronavirus taking us? What else can l do to make these patients stay with us? We feel somehow that we are failing these patients and their families while saving a few. It is hard and tough, watching them snatched away from us just like that. Reflecting on the conversation had with these patients, they all wanted to make it. What about the younger age group. I feel for all family, and we are sorry that we are unable to save many. Please, l am practically begging you, kindly continue to stay at home for us if you can, we love and value every human life, while we appreciate it is not easy for everyone worldwide.
INTENSIVE CARE NURSES AND DOCTORS ARE EMOTIONALLY DRAINED
Focus is on Personal Protective Equipment (PPE), whether it works or not that is left for THEM to decide. But, our faces are damaged with spots, bruises, redness, marks and stressful breathing when wearing them—and talking louder than usual, and other things. However, the emotional stress that Nurses and Doctors are going through, families, and patients are enormous. I could not sleep last night knowing, l will not see my patient again in the morning. While writing this, my eyes are in tears, and grieving is present. People who have lost someone very close knows what it means to lose anyone. Caring for someone, hoping they will get better and the force is so strong that they pass, is heartbreaking and painful.
Moreover, my heart is broken but shall find strength from Them Up There to carry on! I shall carry on with my duty of care, come what may. We hardly maintain a healthy diet, nor drink enough water due to the PPE, stress, emotional pain, shock and loneliness. However, we find comfort in our Vocation to continue with our callings. To Care is Divine and a Gift. Thank you all for your kind prayers and support, rest assure it is uplifting and helping us to know that you, the Great Briton is firmly behind us. Please remember your exercises and balanced diet, have a good sleep and drink enough water. Relax and be cheerful, for all shall be well. Hand washing should be taken seriously, wash hands after every activity. THANK YOU!
We will carry on with the sinking ship and the cross, and see where it lands. United Kingdom Nurses and Doctors will not give up, and we shall serve our dear Country to the very last, no matter how many of us shall be left. We shall fulfil our obligations during this Pandemic. Above all, we also know, one day we shall all conquer COVID19. Be strong and bear patience, for it will soon be over before we know it. Although, for how long has no immediate answer, but somehow mysterious things do happen and will bring Pandemic to an end. Darkness always fades away once there is light and there will always be light everywhere on Earth as much as it is over THERE.